Wednesday, October 10, 2007
Sigh.... Why do i get angry easily with him?
Actually i dun mean it (sometimes). I try to talk to him nicely. But he raised his voice at me. He's got a bad temper too. I think i dunno how to talk to him nicely. And he dunno how to reply me nicely too. Is it miscommunication?
I can't control my temper towards him. Dunno why i can't tolerate or bear with him. I have zero tolerance towards him. I ask myself: If u love someone, u can accept everything abt him, his weakness, his flaws. But why can't I? Maybe...... maybe i dun love him enough to do so. Or i dun deserve to love him... Is it beause he's too good to me. So i tend to 'bully' him. Sometimes i dun understand myself too. :-(
I guess i expect too much from him. He's only a human. Not superman. Not my puppet. Maybe what i need is a puppet that follows my instructions.
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Sherlyn frees a butterfly *
at |10:12 PM|
Saturday, July 07, 2007
The most unhappy day of my life since i know him................
We had the biggest quarrel. Everything went wrong. Every words and actions that he said and done hurts me. I thought that was the end of us. I really felt that we are poles apart. Our characters, thinking and lifestyles are so much different.
First time i felt so humiliated and upset. I really feel like leaving him......
He dun understand me at all.
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Sherlyn frees a butterfly *
at |11:40 PM|
Thursday, March 15, 2007
The thing that i dun wish to see happened. Dada is being taken away..... I can't see him or contact him. I feel so sad and lost. Dunno wat to do. My heart feels pain and upset.
As long as dada is alrite, i will do anything for him. I dun wan to go japan liao. I dun wan to upset him liao. Please give me back my dada.....
I put on a brave front to others. I dun want to let them worried. I must be strong for dada's sake. See if there's anything i can do to help or what i can do. When dada called me, i feel like crying. Dada seems alrite and calm. I must not let him worry.
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Sherlyn frees a butterfly *
at |2:59 PM|
Monday, February 26, 2007
As usual, i went to little india to wait for dada. So tired. I feel sick. Some more, I carried a bathroom scale which i have bought. Quite heavy. I sat at the bus-stop waiting for dada. He's not out yet. Sigh.... Dada dun want me to wait outside. So he called me to come in his office and look for his jeep. But i dun wan.
I was thinking of how to solve the problem of this 'waiting' issue. How to talk to dada nicely... But the moment dada drove out. He gave me a frustrated look and 'chased' me to get in. I haven even close the door, he drove away.... hump... so rude.
Later i talked to him. But he seems to think that i'm unreasonable. Find things to say. In the end, i flared up. Can't talk to dada. He doesn't understand me. At that moment, i can't stand the sight of him. I only want to go home....
An unhappy day for both of us.
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Sherlyn frees a butterfly *
at |9:10 PM|
Friday, February 16, 2007
Today, everyone is in CNY mood. I went to work as usual, a bit tired. But it's ok cos office knocked off at 1pm. So happy....... I meet Chris for lunch at Golden Shoe. A bit late. She thought i took half day. Later after i explain to her, she envy me. She also wanted to knock off early.
I went home straight after work. Had a short nap. Then help mum to prepare dinner. After dinner, dada picked me up. We went to Chinatown OG to shop for his new year clothes. He bought a brown striped polo shirt at Giordano. Later we went Chinatown Point to take photos and had some drinks at CoffeeBean to discuss the japan itineraries.
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Sherlyn frees a butterfly *
at |12:59 AM|
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
This is our 2nd Valentine's Day.........
After work, i meet dada at PS. Cos he won the movie tkts to watch Jack Neo's latest movie "Just Follow Law". We had a quick bite at KFC. Then meet Sheena and Huat to go in the theatre. It was a good comedy. I laughed all the way....... Jack Neo even made a special appearance at the end of the movie. He talked about his feelings about this movie and asked about feedback. Later he has to rush to another theatre.
After the movie, we went to Bedok market for supper. Later dada send Sheena home first later then me. Dada clumsily took something from his jeep and walked me upstairs. At my home, he gave me 3 roses, a gift and a card. I was surprised..... As it was quite late, and his brother is waiting downstairs, dada can't stay long. We only had a short get-together.
What a rushed V-day!!
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Sherlyn frees a butterfly *
at |12:25 AM|
Sunday, December 17, 2006
Sian.......Today rain whole day. Morning brother buy breakfast for mummy and me. But he got stuck in the rain. So i bring him umbrella.
Later afternoon, dada called me. He picked me up and then went East Coast picked Sheena up. We went Punggol Plaza for lunch. Then we all went home. At dada's home, i update my friendster's photos. Then we watched korean drama: "Which Star Are You From?" Dada accompany me watched 3 episodes. But i dun like dada. He likes the female lead actress cos she's pretty and sweet. So angry ..... Jealous. That means i not sweet lah.... Next time dun let him watch. Later dream of her.....hump
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Sherlyn frees a butterfly *
at |8:36 PM|
